小朋友今晚就出國

精神恍惚
有點... 不知所措
今晚和朋友的聚餐被延期了

這一殺那
很空
心有被掏空的寂寞

雖然
這只是短暫
希望只是短暫

工作量還很低
我不得不分心
去想
我還在想

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原來含姐很依賴她。

Hectic. Bloody HELL. I hate ApRiL

Burn out

I ain't good. I am just average.

Overestimation. Please let me go.

McD is my dinner mate.

Stout is my best friend.

iPhone is my soulmate.

Blackberry is my nightmare.

Barcadi Apple you are darn caring. I managed to let it all out.

3in1...nope it's not the nescafe. 3in1 bed. Thanks to HBB and J, LOL

Cried my lung out. Go away. GO AWAY. I hate to be so fragile in front of you.

Ash is my tou dai :D

Daddy falls sick :(

Holiday is coming. YEAY

Wanna drop dead so badly.

Say aah....Say aah....

Officially hate Caltex.

Driving range? maybe this weekend.

Yet again, I m thinking about you.

Good for you, have found your next rice bowl.

Happy for you. Truly I feel.

I hate corrinne bailey...her songs make me keep playing flashbacks.

Crushing my heart...over and over again...

Those are the feelings that I would never wish to encounter at this point of time.

I despise it.

I despise myself.

For being not adaptive.

It is torturing me. Torturing my sleep. Torturing my mind. Torturing my life.

I overestimated myself. And yes, it runs in the Leo's. Helplessly.

A better sleep, is all I need now.

Good night peeps.....

My cervical spine is lagi sengit now...aduh.

Went to Gleneagles Intan Hospital Ampang yesterday.

Dr Shue suggested X-ray

c5 & c6 ...misaligned even more now

Anyway, it's not so critical yet, fortunately

But pain management needs to be incorporated asap

And I am advised to go through 3 wks of intensive physiotherapy and medication

What matters now is to control soft tissue inflammation and complications on neuro

I was upset to see the disc between c5 and c6 getting out of track

the x-ray film sent me chill...a big caution for me to start taking care of my neck now


and


Ouch...my neck is hurting me now. It seems that the prescription doesnt work effectively.

我想我多少都有点成长

我比我想象中还要坚强

我也蛮讶异的

身边知情的朋友都关心地每天问我今天过得怎么样，有没有好一点啊？

我都老实地回答说，我很好啊，没事，又不是第一次了，哈哈

我开始在享受这种毫无束缚的生活了，一切都很顺利

说到这种挫折嘛...

反正我之前也做了最坏的打算

心理着实有了准备

人都是自私和现实的

就当我又上了一堂宝贵的课

希望你过得安好

加油。要加油。你会很快成功的。


哦，我换新电话了，iPhone!
爱上我的新宠物了。 爽！

我是个血肉之躯

我是有情感的人类

我也很渴望做个机械人啊，丝毫感觉不到任何情绪

呃，不可能

我要麻痹，麻痹，一直麻痹下去


工作是我的麻醉针

朋友是我的精神支柱

家人是我的精神寄托


你...却是我的精神障碍

宁愿你什么都不是

Friends are the best remedy!

Be strong.

Be strong, to all of us who have encountered the unexpected events recently which has torn us apart.

Like what my friend said, I have ASSETS, I still have so much more to experience.

I am excited about what will get into my life in time to come.

F R E E D O M - M O N E Y - P O W E R

Thank you for ripping my heart apart